On Change – I Need A New Name!

Hello, Hi! It’s been quite a while now hasn’t it? I suppose you could say my life has changed quite a lot in the last year or so and blogging has kind of sat on the back burner for a little while. Even while I was still trying to blog at times throughout this year, none of it has felt quite right and I’ve slowly come to accept that maybe I’m just not ‘From Europe and beyond’ anymore and that’sRead more

This Is What A Day With Anxiety Feels Like

I’ll have a couple of hours of deep sleep and then wake up in a nightmare like state. What have I forgotten? Why did I say that thing I said at 10.12am to Barbara from accounts 3 weeks ago? I’m paralysed and stuck back to when I was living in hell all those years ago. Rich is next to me so my conscious knows that I’m safe, but it’s really quite hard to accept and believe it. I’m awake forRead more

11 Times I Put My Arms Up In The Air For Absolutely No Reason

When I wasn’t sure whether I was singing ‘I’m a little teapot’ or if I wanted to try and fly. When I was greeting all 0 of my mates as our boat pulled up to shore. When I thought the higher my arms went up, the more likes I would get on Instagram. When I was either waving or just trying to be seen behind the water. When I thought I’d channel the Leaning Tower Of Pisa. When my palsRead more